i’m still too immature to detect manipulation.
how many must i go through before i can fully grasp the evil in mankind
do i want to? no
do i need to? obviously
is gaining and retaining knowledge my forte? obviously: no.
is self depreciation something honored? only i can decide.
does it eat me up inside? it eats me up inside
and outside and sideways.
I choose hide. I…
Am so lost.